in the beginning

I have wanted to blog. I never have gotten around to it laziness and habits play a big role but More likely though, fear has stood in my way.

different types of fears. it is my intention in this blog to circumvent these fears and just be me. A me that

I am able to express.

In this blog I will not worry about punctuation, most spelling errors, vocabulary levels. I will not be focused on grammar and all the intelligence that "proper grammer" can convey.

so, this is how i am going to be able to enter these blogs, I am just not going to worry, I don't want to edit myself in a way or rather manipulate the words in a way that will lead me from on the spot authenticity.

I hope to post the most unflattering of pictures as well as the most flattering.  I hope people read my blog and say that i am ignorant, uninformed, insane, short sighted.
I hope at times to come across as immature as making bad decisions.

there. I feel so much better having said all of this.